It is really funny how we really treasure something or someone only after we lose it or them.

It always amazes me. Never fails to make me wonder. Is it just karma? Or is it just how God wants to test us how strong we can be?

Friends come and go. But I noticed its hard for them to stay.

So is our life meant to be a short serenade?

Breakups are also part and parcel of a love relationship. But how many would stay as friends after going through so much together? i think only 5% would. Funny isn't it? When once that person was ever your breath, your soul, your smile, your everything. Yet, after parting, it could never even be close to a simple friend.

They know you inside out. they know how you behave. What's your favourite color. how you eat. Your routine.

But somehow, the brain works in a beautiful way to erase all those information just because of a single fight that leads to the seperation. Or even just reasons and excuses to part.

It is much hilarious when someone tells you they love you. Yet they can't trust you with even a simple job of waking them up in the morning. They can't even trust you to their darkest deepest secret or simply said, they do not feel comfortable to tell you their honest feelings about something of you.

Why then do they still love you if they can only depend on another party for all of the above? Human are just very complicated and weird. Something we love without any particular reason, but something we don't want eventhough we feel that it is the best for us that we could ever find in this world.

My bad.



Something to think about.

oh, how i miss typing in this space.

Im so sorry for dumping it away.

I promise to type much often.just a little,i guess.


Things been smooth for me expect for one section. The most unimportant in my list yet most troubling.













just give it a thought.or chance i should say?

What did I tell you huh?



-Now, How About That-

smiles.

:)

Perspective turns simplicity to complexity.

Perspective turns smiles to frown.

Perspective creates suicidal.

Perspective is a monster.



and it does not mean dat a good tempered person does not have feelings.

good tempered means that you just have higher patience level than normal and that you are not succumbed to anger fast.




screw it all.